Sunday, February 6, 2011

In the End..

The Last Step -

And then came a voice from the loudspeaker installed on every part of the Airport where a living being can possibly be: - "Passengers flying through Spicejet SG201 to Pune are requested to proceed for boarding. Have a pleasant flight!"

Suddenly, my hurt sunk. It was as if I am losing myself. But NO! I had to control myself. I had to be strong. I had to prove to someone that I can be happy. I had promised, after all, that I will be.

The Leap Forward -

And then she started walking towards the Check-in Counters. "please turn once" I thought. Feelings getting even stronger and saying "please come back to me". Oh God, if only I could had one last moment with her. But no destiny had already decided which path to take. And it was leading directly from outside of the Airport to check-in counters via Security line to Final Boarding into Airbus 380.

I could not turn back till she disappeared completely. Eyes kept searching her till the last possible point where they could. I was not able to believe that a day would come when I will bid a final good bye to someone who I had dreamt to spend my entire life with. But as I said Destiny had already decided to take a different path. So Be it!

The First Step -

And then I hugged her. It was the moment. The time had come. "please take care of yourself. for yourself and for me. I'm sorry again" - She said. I was quite. Dead silent. I didn't say anything. I did not have anything to say. Or shall I say I didn't know what to say. Heart was saying talk to her. Stop her. Mind was arguing "and what exactly do u plan to say to make her stay Mr. Heart??".

Finally we saw each other. My eyes just didn't want to let her go. My heart was thumping at its highest as if I was running some 100mtr dash and have to break the world record. No!, it cant be happening. No!, something was wrong. Yes!, She was leaving me FOREVER!

I still remember the wonderful gust of wind which changed my life few years ago. And I will certainly remember this day when all the air in the universe seemed to have left my part of the world. At night, cool breezes have stopped giving the same chill, The moon's coolness don't take me into dreamland anymore. Yeah, one sure thing is I have started talking to myself even more. I have few things left unanswered. I surely must remember. And I do..

And so it happened, in the end... We finally took our own path. You left for your better good, I came to back to my sad half.

On that note. Cheers to life!! :-) I'll be back soon...