Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Some Letters Incomplete, Some Mails Unsent..

Hi,

So the small token of my due respect has reached you. Its just a token of sheer love and my real thankfulness for what all you have done and given to me in last 3 years or so. I really miss being with you. I wanted to give a much bigger one to you and that too in front of everyone, guess my destiny had different plans. Anyways, hope u liked it.

Pls don't think of returning the favor by sending me something or doing something stupid. Its just that I really wanted to thank you from the core of my heart. I couldn't find anything better or rather couldn't even think of it. Tried various stuffs but this was like a dream to present you a ring, of course a much better one. Still I thought this would be the best option to go for it. Anyways, so now you are entering a new life for which the foundation has already been laid. I wish you all the very best, May all the success and the happiness come in your life.

You always deserved better and so you got. Happy that pain like me is out of your life now. I am not sure how to react but a part of myself is happy to see you doing all that you have done for your family. Trust me, you are something special. I don't know if anyone else realizes it but you really are. You were someone special for me, and will always remain like that.

The time we spent together, I really miss it. Well I was never born all that lucky so I just thank God and You for giving me such beautiful days of my life. But regrets are there of course for letting you down and notwithstanding you in tough times unlike you did to me. Well, am sorry for that. But as usual I take it for granted that you don't bother and you will forgive me.

The ring selection was not all that easy. I had to actually go to various places to search for one. I had selected actually another one which was in white gold. But when I went again after few days to finally buy it I don't know how the price went out my range. Its not that I couldn't buy it for you, its just that I fought with them for lying and then I didn't want to buy that brand itself. That is when I actually decided not to buy off the ring. But then I forced myself somehow to CARBON and got this one. Its a very cheap ring and very light. Went alone so couldn't even try on someone as you wouldn't have liked it. I just hope it fits you in any of the fingers. If it doesn't I am sure you would find a way to make its best of use or you can give it someone close to you.

Would have loved to give it to you myself, but I guess it seems unlikely now. I don't want to bother you more as I have already done enough to hurt you. Anyways enough of boring you again. Sorry for what I couldn't be and what I couldn't do for you. Trust me grudge would remain forever and if anytime, anywhere you feel like asking me something (which is highly unlikely I know) I would be waiting. And also Thanks again for all the love and the care. I respect your feelings. And the love remains in the heart.

So take care. May you get more than what you deserve and the showers full of life and happiness continue in your life. All the best to you and your new life. All the best to your lucky one..!! :)

With Love,
Your Truly,
Idiot..!!

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